Yesterday somebody really lost the minimum of consideration and my faith I had in us to be at least coworkers and maybe friends. Never in my life somebody treated me like this and one day he will pay for what he is. I sincerely hope so. You cant live your life being mean and have a rock instead of your heart without paying for it.
After we breakup in november, I have to say it was done in a poor way, I tought with time we could have a conversation and forget about all of this. But I guess not. Since he has move his office next to mine we ignored each other, and I cant do this to someone it's not fare. I'm a genuine person and I have a big heart, I'm able to forgive about anything if the person is true to me. I have tried yesterday to have a conversation with this person, so we can move foward and stop ignoring each other.
Well I was really stupid to believe that he would be receptive to it. He told me that he did not mind to have a businnes realtionship but as for the personnal one he did not care about. He told me as well that I never been anything to him anyways and that he had nothing to say to me. I flipped...I should of stay calm, but impossible. I would never do or say such things even to my worst enemy. I think everbody has something great down below...For the first time in my life I hate somebody and I will forever.
No way back for him, not even a slight of consideration from me, he is dead to me, he is a condescendent prick.
I'm so chock that somebody could be such an asshole. I have dealed with a lot of situation in my life and never somebody was that mean. I'm might be a bit naive to see good in everybody...But I have been like that all my life and it always been good to me.. I'll still think this way, I just had a proof that there is in this world people that is not worth my time....
I do understand you and you are better off. Ignoring that person is the best thing you can do even if it's going to be really hard since you are working neighbors.
ReplyDeleteFortunately, you have a lot of good friends surrounding you so go seek their energy, their love and be strong.
Il est vraiment poche et très dur à cerner pourquoi il dit des méchancetés et stupidité comme ça.... mais comme tu m'as déjà mentionné, il est pas mature pour 5 cennes et ne pense qu'à lui.
Tu es une bonne personne, avec une superbe personnalité alors il ne vaut pas la peine de dépenser des énergies sur cette personne.
On t'aime ma belle et on est là pour toi ;)
Big hugs and kisses pour toi cocotte xxx
Je ne peux offrir qu'une explication, simple reaction humaine ( meme si immature ) il a attaqué en reaction a sa propre douleur. Ceci dit , ca explique mais ne justifie pas. Ta tentative etait pourtant un beau geste...
ReplyDeleteMHyde