Dancing

I use to take dance courses and I failed badly..Lol. I cant let go, really hard to lead me. Last night i was looking at two friends of mine dancing and it was just great and fun to watch, and suddenly something hit me. I clicked!! I know why I cant be lead, I need trust, I need confidence in my partner, just like in friendship or love. I need to feel as well that my partner is a real men, that he knows how to drive me...

Really weird, but when I dance I want to feel like a women, like if trough the dance my partner shows me how much he want me, and how much he his confident enough to lead me. That he is not afraid of my moves, that he will be able to still dance even if i get it wrong. That he wont be destabilise by me...

Now badly I want to dance again, I miss it a lot....

I know I can, with the right partner obviously...